i think it's quite weird being tgt with tw)=
like we actly used to call more often than now, more things to talk abt
and we also go out more.
but tt's probly cos we used to be so much more free.
sigh~
i feel like asking him to go find me aft my camp this week, but then i always have this feeling like i'm imposing on him?
like i dn wanna mafan him so i end up nvr asking)=
it's still abit strange between us i guess..
sometimes, we'll hold hands, i'll hook his arm (like i like to do with lynnie(:)
but it's not everytime, not like those couples who are totally comfortable with each other ie. not like when i hook lynnie everytimexD
hmm it takes time ba..
and characters of pple involved..
i think sometimes he can sense when i'm not feeling happy,
then i also sort of distance myself away from him..
zzz i dn like this abt myself!!
sigh and most of the time when i'm not happy, it's cos of him.. )=
being tgt with him cheers me up though(=
but somehow i feel like i want us to be closer, but we just can't.
i dno how to tell him though zzz..
haha heng, dn think he reads my blog, or noes tt it exists.

zzz he doesn't like smsing)= not smsing me at least... RAHH.